I am not your Healer

To me, "healer" is a name that describes how others perceive another. It is one of many labels and names we can go by or are called. We "healers" can come in many forms. Even those who appear to be our enemies, trigger us, or hurt us are initiators of us stepping into self-empowerment and embarking on our inner, intimate walk to heal thyself, reawaken oneself, and reclaim your inherent power to flourish and thrive.

It's easy to assume it's the person massaging, doing Reiki, a doctor, a spiritual leader/guru, a yoga instructor, or sound bowl facilitator, counselor, holistic practitioner. However one must be open. First, open to being the student; that’s when the inner teacher will come to activate the process towards revelations and enlightenment. That’s when your whole reality starts to shift and opens up to receive and perceive a new reality, which allows the expansion of consciousness from within to open up and be integrated and activated. This is when your healing process begins to take place. It’s not always easy, pleasant, and, as we all know, can be pretty messy.

Honestly, we are all healers in some form or another.I am not one to get caught up in spells and words.

Behind the words is a frequency and spell of perception. The intentions of most of our words used in any language are to define and try to confine a spec to the infinite. For all is energy, and all is One, on a much expanded level, past perception and logic. Energy can never be created or destroyed, only transferred.

So, in other words, what makes us "healers" is the deliberate intent to aid and support others on their healing journey and consciously and deliberately holding space, allowing others to heal or aiding in their journey to healing.

Most of the time, we don’t need advice. Someone needs safe spaces and safe people to be present as they process what their gut and heart are already telling them.

So many can’t sit alone or still with their own darkness; they may need company that holds or continues to be the light as they process and explore their dark, heavy emotions, thoughts, and beliefs.

So many of us are still deeply programmed to avoid, fear, and hate our dark and heavy emotions. For that, there is so much potential and power, and that’s where the magic lies.

Many will use that fear, hate, and shame of the darkness to work against you or try to imprison oneself. Own yours so it doesn’t bleed into an illusion of a separatist entity in the deep collective unconscious, which is what has been playing out. Claim both your darkness and light. For what is light without darkness? We are whole, not broken nor in need of fixing. Placing more of our presence on compassion, forgiveness, self-acceptance, love, and grace. Many of the dark things come up to the surface for your awareness so they can be integrated and transformed from within.

No one can do this type of work for you. Again, no one can do this work for you.

One must be devoted and dedicated to internal cultivation and transmutation, for what one does frequently becomes their frequency, and it will eventually affect and penetrate the 3D material and experience.

When you have cultivated this, one can hold the state of being of love and light longer and have pure intentions. You're not afraid of the unknown and trust the unknown is working in your favor. Make sure your intentions are pure, so you won’t be so scared of the dark.

Truly, I don’t heal any of my clients. Many of them I have never even met in person.

They heal themselves and always have been capable of healing themselves by allowing themselves the space within for new, better, and to see oneself as whole. I just allow myself to be used by the Divine Infinite Spirit and to inspire, influence, and give clients encouragement and support, reminding them to give themselves permission to allow healing to occur.

Fall From Grace

Oftentimes, our perception of self can become stuck, very narrow, skewed, and distorted. So distorted that we manifest imbalances in our lives. We may need someone or something outside of ourselves to interact and provide aid to help reprogram ourselves to heal and reclaim our center space.

This space is Grace.

We are all whole, even when we don’t feel, think, or act in our wholeness always. Even when we drift from our true natural state, life continues to love us, continually feeding back that calls us back within.

At times, it can be hard to see those near and dear when they fall short of their wholeness.

At some point in our lives, we all tend to drift away and get lost in the infinite sea and waves of life. We drift from seeing ourselves and everything else in their wholeness. This is when life can be perceived as difficult, painful, and even chaotic at times.

Sometimes, we need a reset or someone safe outside of ourselves, whom we see as a role model, inspiring authority figure, and feel moved and connected to, and naturally we do.

"Healers" Are Not Perfect & Are Actually Far From It

Yes, you read that right, and it shouldn’t be surprising. I can’t speak for others specifically, but I certainly can speak for myself; I am far from perfect. At a young age, I discovered a level of self-acceptance and awareness. I am growing into more compassion and understanding for myself, which allows me to extend the same for others, even when it goes unseen.

I am here, like everyone else, going through my own journey of self-discovery, self-actualization, enlightenment, and darkness.

So I would like to say:

I am not your savior.

I am not your leader.

I am not your master.

I am not your keeper.

And really,

I am not your healer.

I am not better than you.

I am here as one of many examples of you and your potential so I hope to remind you of who you are and bring you closer to your wholeness.

I don’t need or want to be glorified or idolized. I am here to serve and support those who seek the healing journey when it also aligns with me. Hopefully, I inspire you to embrace the path and learn to enjoy and trust the journey.

I aim to inspire, provide content, and services to aid and provide sacred support to those who seek and come to me on their self-discovery and healing journey. I don't force but allow what natural flow flows and freely let what doesn't align go.

It's truly sacred and an honor to be vulnerable and open to doing something different, new, and more than likely out of your comfort zone.

I personally don’t take that lightly and ask for guidance to be used by the Divine to hold vibrational space for my current and future clients.

Sometimes, I find myself taking on others' energy to help transmute some of their energy as well.

That can take a toll and can be taxing on an energetic level, depending on where I am with myself and my own journey. Using discernment and maintaining self-boundaries for self-preservation, my intention and integrity are my tools of choice.

I even do this in my day-to-day life, which is why I have healthy boundaries and take a hiatus when I need to with my own self and journey. However, we all know change is inevitable.

Life is a journey and is all about trusting the forever unfolding. So be open to your self-discovery in the wholeness expansion journey and never stop unlearning and learning, forgiving and loving. Know that healing is not always pretty and cute. It can look chaotic, messy, ugly, and just overall differently for each being.

This is one of my divine gifts I share and give when I am able to hold space for others on their journey. However, there is an agenda to evolve this and reach more people, especially if it’s impacting others positively, which it has in many ways, resulting in the physical healing of my clients. People have transformed their lives, improved their quality of living, changed careers, attracted the life they wanted, and no longer needed me.

The goal is self-empowerment, self-sufficiency, and self-actualization in whatever it is you are looking to experience or realize. They grow where they are able to manage their vibrations to experience the reality they want. I make sure I am in a space where I do this work out of love and understanding for myself and others from the purest space I can hold. I wish the same return when I stray or drift from this center space and seek out support and aid. For I am on my own journey as well.

During these times, I step away to honor my vibrational space and do my inner work to get back into alignment and accept that I may not be in the space of holding space for others and need more energy for myself or my family. I know when I reach my capacity and need to set strong boundaries out of self-preservation and protection for me and my loved ones.

So, if you resonate and feel drawn to my flow and vibe with me, be aware of this always and be ready and willing to do the inner and self-work that comes with commitment and accountability to yourself. For that is where your real power dwells.

Don’t let anyone stir you differently. For I am continually growing and learning as I share myself, what I channel, and my experiences, or anything that resonates with me to share. My place is to hold space and share with intent to encourage and support your journey from near or far. To remain conscious for others and be a support from that space.

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